took things for granted, its so ironic

mislaid the trust that was given to me

carried a burden so hard to bear

escaped from reality without a care

i shoved the faces of the ones i love the most

lied to them without thinking twice

jumping around thinking everything was fine

only to take my life away at my prime

broken hearts, broken dreams

broken treasures, broken things

if only i cared enough to be there

instead of me lying on a bed wasted

i dont know how to make it up to you

i dont even know where to start

all i know is i did this to myself

conscience is killing me so intensely

one day i would find myself dying

bleeding on a roof top blood flowing deep

counting every second left in my life praying

i wish i never left home